Nice to meet you Mr 2011,

HAPPY NEW YEAR! :)
As Mr. 2010 has been so good to me, I hope you will too my dear Mr. 2011.
Mr. 2010, I'm sorry for all my wrongdoings, my bad attitudes and all my mistakes.
You were so good and it's hard for me to say goodbye.
But life has to go on, and I promise you, I'll try my very best to change into a better person.
I'll try my best not to repeat the same old mistakes.
I'm turning to a new blank page and I'll try not to make a mess with it. :')

Dad,

I remember once you left all of us home because you have an appointment somewhere and mama wasn't home that time, and I remember you called every 10 minutes to check on us and ask every little things like where are you now? What are you doing? Have you eaten? Did you lock the front door? Don't get out of the house. Don't make anything in the kitchen, everyone stay together in one place. Just stay in my room. Don't let strangers come in. If anything happens call me immediately. And I remember I said, '' we're fine, we're big enough to take care of the little sibling for few hours, don't worry''. And I remember you said, '' no matter how big you are, you will always be my little princess''.
You mean a lot to me dad, without you, I wouldn't be here.

Happy birthday dad, xoxo. :)

Favourita!

DESSERTS = STRESSED

I just realise that desserts spelled backwards is stressed when i was playing wordsearch. HAHA.

I guess desserts lead to stressed?

Or people take desserts when they stressed?

Dearest Sofea, I think you should stop consume a lot of desserts. :D

p/s : 'Sofea, dont stress yourself' - mama

“Do stuff. Be clenched, curious. Not waiting for inspiration’s shove or society’s kiss on your forehead. Pay attention. It’s all about paying attention. Attention is vitality. It connects you with others. It makes you eager. Stay eager.”

— Susan Sontag

“Sometimes you have to test someone.  Not cause you don’t trust them,  but to see how much they’ll sacrifice for you.  And sometimes you have to let them go;  not cause you suddenly stopped loving them,  but to see if they love you enough to come back." 

I love you and always will. :) 

Xo

Internal monolog.

 

“You are good.

But it is not enough just to be good.

You must be good for something.

You must contribute good to the world.

The world must be a better place for your presence.

And the good that is in you must be spread to others.”

- Gordon Hinckley-

 

 “Maybe our old wounds teach us something.
They remind us where we’ve been and what we’ve overcome.
They teach us lessons about what to avoid in the future.
That’s what we like to think.

But that’s not the way it is, is it?
Somethings we’d just have to learn over and over and over again.”

Adapted from Grey’s Anatomy