I just woke up,

While everyone was presenting their whole stuffs, I sat at the edge of the class thinking that probably what they said is true. Reminisce couples of months ago when I decided to be real nice and be a new me, and say yes more than no, be the lass version of 'Yes Man', and somehow I found that perhaps there's a good reason to say no more than yes.

Yes theory was probably invented to change people's perception to a better cognitive map. I don't know, I'm not the founder of the theory nor a scholar. So tell me about the consequences of saying yes all the time? Nobody ever emphasize about the effect. But hey, I've learned from my very own mistakes. It took me some time to really get into the agenda. Maybe you won't feel it, because we wear a different size of shoes. Sorry for all those fake big smiles on my face, all those laughs that I made. And lately as I started to watch and learn, I think, I'm better off this way. Life gets better each day. :)

Ugly truth perhaps?

Have I ever let you down? Okay, maybe I did, once or twice or even more than 10 times, I know. But have I never listen to every little things you said? I doubt so. I may never seem interested in every words came out from your mouth or your text. But deep inside, only me, who knows, who understand everything that you said. As a quote goes, ' everyone hears what you say, friends listen to what you say, bestfriend listens to what you don't say'.

Let alone be within me. Okay, truth is I never really did show that I care. I do agree upon that. I never show that I concern. Because that's me, for a matter of fact that you have to accept. I don't mind being the shoulder to cry on, to lean on, or even being your punching bag. Infact, I'm glad to be one. It just that the way you let it out as if it was me to be blame. :'(

P/s : anyways, I had  a great day with you today. :) Just to let you know that I am.

Top wish list, :)

If only we could pull out our brain and use only our eyes.

“Matisse makes a drawing, then he makes a copy of it. He recopies it five times, ten times, always clarifying the line. He's convinced that the last, the most stripped down, is the best, the purest, the definitive one; and in fact, most of the time, it was the first.”   

-Pablo Picasso

Lesson yet to be learn,

You and I. Both of us are students. We both study in the same track. Both of us have parents, both of us have buddies. You're smarter, I must admit. Remember a saying goes 'what goes around, comes around'? I do believe in karma. You always get back what you give whether it is good or bad. I prefer not to say much. I have a long journey to go through.

Patience is a virtue, yet mine is wearing thin. Sarcasm is not a good verbal communication as far as I have learned. Treasure friendship, not treacherous it. Precious moments turned to be precarious. Take a step back where we were last time, last semester, last year. Aren't we were good? Take a little moment and ask yourself. No more winding around. I can't please everyone anyway. At the end of the day, I get to watch myself in trouble to get up from a broken chair.

There's so much I can't say,

 

It doesn't matter what to do, and which way you choose, it's wrong. You'll just have to see it the other way around.

Passion for fashion?

Just because you like to put on a beautiful Carolina Herrera dress or a pair of J Brand blue jeans instead of something basic from K-Mart it doesn't mean that you're a dumb person. 

-Anna Wintour

Learn from yesterday,

Ten Spiritual Tonics

1. Stop worrying. Worry kills life.

2. Begin each day with a prayer. It will arm your soul.

3. Control appetite. Over-indulgence clogs body and mind.

4. Accept your limitations.

5. Don't envy. It wastes time and energy.

6. Have faith in people. Cynicism sours the disposition.

7. Find a hobby. It will relax your nerves.

8. Read a book a week to stimulate imagination and broaden your views.

9. Spend some time alone for the peace of solitude and silence.

10. Try to want what you have, instead of spending your strength trying to get what you want.

-Abraham L. Feinberg 

Once in a life time,

For every minute you are angry, you lose 60 seconds of happiness.

Read me if you can, :)