Monday, March 7, 2011

I Can Do It!

I was loafing around when suddenly something struck my mind. Why am I here today? Who am I? What do I do? The answer of all the questions stand in one sentence. I am a student, who basically study for her future. Well, I have to think about my livelihood. Parents aren't going to support me until I'm grey.

Why am I doing this? Literally, because I need it. And perfectly not because I want it. I'm studying what I'm studying because I have to. Not because I want to. I passed my examinations just because I have to pass, not so much of what I understand in what I'm learning. (that's a lie, eventually I understand a tiny bit of it). I have to score not to let myself sit the same paper over again.

True fact is, I have to get the certificate to get me to higher level. Then, Im qualified for a better job perhaps. And maybe, there are posibilities that the jobs out there that are waiting for me does not even related with what I'm studying now. So what's the point? Destiny will leads me there. At the end of the day, one sentence describe everything. C'est la vie.


  1. i know, right? sometimes i just cant stand it. this is not what i want. i'm living in denial. but yeah, I NEED IT.